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I'm lucky I'm not n jail lolol. lukes visit was fuckin crazy Thursday night we went to 5 bars n a tittie bar but that sucked the bitch didn't even get naked. n they made us leave we had like 3 pitchers n once it hit 2 they were like you need to leave n they just gave us our beer basically. so I chugged a pitcher n almost walked out with another full glass but didn't the bartender said you need to leave really loud at Luke n Morgan as I was leavin with manny n I turned around n yelled back I don't wanna drink n this shithole anyhow n he got real offended n said WTF did you just say n I kept walkin lol. the other bars were fun too man I missed all those dudes. I'll finish later im passin out

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so the only time I write n here is when I want toremember something. well first off I've weighed like 130 since 7th grade I weighed myself today n I was 146 :o. that hasn't happened since I went to juvy for three months but I'm likin it n hopefully i stay at this weight. but also the main reason I'm writin here is Luke my best fuckin friend will be here tomorrow. it's perfect timin cuz I've been workin for like the last week and have some money. so it's gonna be badass he said he was buyin all thr drinks unless we go out then I gotta buy that's straight. omg I haven't seen Luke n two yrs n now with Luke comin I'll see some other old Friends I haven't seen much of either. so yea I'll def be assign shit on after these three epic days!

so these last couple days I've had this suspicion n I was right. I like how ppl think I'm stupid I'm def not. so yea it isn't all "gravy". never expected this from this kid but hey it'll come around n get em n the end. just gonna keep doin me n not let it be known that I know.

time to vent

ima peaceful person but there's only so much I can take and I've had enough if this shit. so Kb well him n I got into it again he came over here tlkin shittt n I called him out on it. he was basically stated that he was better then me n I told him he needed to chill before I beat his ass well he took me up on that. took his shirt off through a punch n I backed up n with that one punch knew how he fought he was goin for a headshot lol so the next time he threw one I ducked it picked him up n body slaemmmed him. I got a full guard on him which means I was sittin on his stomach I held his arms down cuz I didn't want to hit him even tho I shoulda have then I got to his back n choked him out till he gave up. well that wa like two days ago n Justin had a party last night n Kb said ishouldbt come unless I wanted to ruin it. well his reasoning was cuz I smell like ass, undeserving, ungrateful n a bunch of other bs. now this comes from a kid I would give my last cig to, who I've given rides to not expecting gas money n bought food for now he wants to say all this shit I'm tired of it this might not be my house to say who can come over n not but he ist welcomed here n ima make that damn well known the next time he tries to chill. I'm at the end of my rope with that mother fucker n ima fckin knock his ass out. I know how he fights n I'm a better fighter then him so yea next time his shuts gettin wrecked I promise...I can't wait

I rofl so hard at the shit I read on here even my shitt cuz it's all bs I know who I am n what I'll be n my thinking the way I treat ppl n the way I handle suit is gonna get me somewhere I'm so happy to get rid of those bad influences n my life n so happy that I continue to keep em out of it I kinda feel bad about the ppl that ate about to leave but I gottta make sure no tabs are kept n any that maybe I'll fuckin sQuish them you don't really know the real me might think ya do but you always doubted ms n I'll show you what's up...if you got any sense you'll stop selling ciz that'll end you up n jail. yea I do care about you always have n still do so be honest n do what you have to legally cuz you yeah you you know I'm tlkin bout you Jessica you get caught selling bud those four yrs you put n are gonecompletelyfuckedso stopforme if youever cared about me just stop fuckin up you have tons f potential do t waste it oz god just make something of yourself I might I knnpw you will if you get it straightened put don't make me straighten it out for you drunk as fuck goodnight